thankful

i wonder its been for how long i didnt update this blog..? busy of this and that, here and there.. huhu..

these past 2 months, many things happened in my life. good and bad thing. improvement and deterioration. sometimes i felt that its too much to take at same time. but yeah, have to take it. life sometimes just dont give us any chance. it give us no choice other than just to face what ever happen. things happen for thousands of reasons. whether its good or bad. i do believe that some things happened resulted from what you've done in your life. regardless what you did to who, including yourself. love yourself, don't do bad things to others and etc.. thats what we were thought to do. but, do we practice what we were thought to do? lets take a deep think about that..

i bought myself a car last month. they said i planned it as my birthday is on March. to be honest, i didn't plan it. i guess that's what people always said it "sampai seru". hehe...i called it rezeki from Him. Alhamdulillah it went well. i'm paying for 2nd month instalment this month by myself. last month a friend of mine do the payment for me at the bank counter after i transferred money to his account. so this month i'll do it by myself. furthermore, im independent young lady (yes i'm 25 and i'm young). hoho..

i had 2 accidents in these past 2 weeks. once after i bought dinner at a local fastfood restaurant for my family in Nilai. a myvi hit me by the back side. lucky its just really small tiny scratch. but yesterday i hit a mast at a shopping mall carpark. 3 spot of scratch at the front of the car. the main lamp, bit at bumper and down to skirting. haih.. attacked by headache after that. i told my mum, she said its ok. dont do anything yet. its just scratch. i was thinking maybe polish or wax will do. i'll go to car wash maybe today..

so far, alhamdulillah.. overall everything is ok. im thankful of what i have now. surrounded by amazing people around, great family, cool friends and boss, quite stable career - so far, i dont have any reason not to be thankful. i believe He has all the plan for me. its just the matter of time... im looking forward for more good things to come around. insyaAllah..

total 7 days of mc

pls dont be suprise..huhu... this is my pic mase i sakit mata. last mc is today - so far.. ni mase hari ke 4 kot. n its getting worst mase hari ke 6-7. pas g sdmc (formarly known as sjmc), baru ok. doc bagi ubt baru la. washer, eye drop - antibiotic & steroid (to reduce the swollen eye).as you can see, my eye looks like kena tumbuk. esp bangon tdo. sampai rase tkt nk tdo. huhu... tp alhamdulillah till today, its getting better.

seriously its painful. hukhuk.. every morning bangun tdo mata mesti sticky2. yang peliknye mata kanan je. mata kiri xkena pon. mase ni, sengih pn da xnmpak mata. i hardly open my eye.

masa sakit mata ni mmg susah sgt. nk basuh muka pon xleh basuh btol2. cant even rub my face sbb nt kena kt eye yang bengkak 2.tp my housemate - aini & kak mas do help a lot. letak eye drop. kak mas siap anta g sdmc lagi..baik kn..?huhu... nasib baik ade dorg. nk harap yg sorg lagi 2, mimpi la. dia siap gelak kn lagi i sakit mata. heh geram taw..!! xpe2..tgk la nt... huh...

according to doc - Dr Indera my eye kena infection. sbb 2 lambat baik. td g jmpe lagi doc 2. dia removekn membran that cause the swollen eye. sakit gk la. merah2 cotton bud 2 pas dia after that process. (fyi, ape2 pn yg kuar dr mata kita tnpa rela, means not naturally will be red in colour.)


hopefully, it will get better by Sunday. cos my friend - Danita is getting married on Sunday. huh...

total mc is 7 days, but total days to recover is 13days. wow..!!

toO loNg

its been sooo long since last time i updated this blog (actually i almost forgot that i have a blog..hee~) but anyway, im back. hahaa... 1 year passed by. things - many things change and improved in my life. bad and good times.sweet and unpleasing memory..Alhamdulillah.. its rezeki from Him.. im looking forward for more. hee~ im thankful of everything He gave, but definitely i have to work harder for better life. m right? i bet i do.. hehee... but yes, still one thing i should always remember. hope for the best, prepare for the worst. huhu....

devil curry

Ayam – kalau boleh beli bahagian kepak atau banyak tulang saja sebab kalau isi saje takut cepat muak.

Ayam – goreng ¾ masak.
Daun kari

Bahan utk blend
Bawang putih – agak2 depends on the ayam
Bawang merah – same as abv
Halia – sikit
Cili padi
Lada hitam
Kunyit – sikit
Rempah kari ikan campur rempah kari daging

Cara2
Bila minyak dah panas, masukkan daun kari dan bahan2 yang dah diblend
Kemudian masukkan rempah kari yang di campur dgn air
Goreng sampai naik minyak – maknanya bahan2 tadi dah masak
Masukan garam dan tambah air kalau pekat kemudian masukkan ayam goreng
Taburkan daun kari (yang fresh) atas lauk tadi


thanks to kak rosnah my colleague.ni resepi dia. try la. simple je. sesuai for org yang baru nk blaja masak or rushing mum. heee...

HAPPY TRYiNG!!hee...

life just dont

In life just don’t trust people,

Who change their feelings with time…

Instead trust those people

whose feelings remain the same,even when the time changes…

We make them cry who care for us.

We cry for those who never care for us.

And we care for those who will never cry for us.

This is the truth of life.,

its strange but true.

Once you realize this, its never too late to change.

Never explain yourself to any one.

Because the person who likes you doesn’t need it,

And the person who dislikes you won’t believe it.

Don’t let someone become a priority in your life,

When you are just an option in their life…

Relationships work best when they are balanced.

Don’t write your name on sand, waves will wash it away.

Don’t write your name in sky, wind may blow it away.

Write your name in hearts of people you come in touch with.

That’s where it will stay.

Whatever you give to life, it gives you back.

Do not hate anybody.

The hatred which comes out from you will someday comeback to you.

Love others.

And love will comeback to you.

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else;

And for everything you gain, you lose something else.

It is about your outlook towards life.

You can either regret or rejoice.

The most difficult phase of life

Is not when no one understands you;

It is when you don’t understand yourself

Arrow goes forward only after pulling in to backward.

Bullet goes forward only after pressing the trigger backward.

Every human being will get happy

Only after facing the difficulties in their life path…

So do not afraid to face your difficulties.

They will push you forward.

Remember you are born to live.

Don’t live because you are born!

Don’t go the way life takes you..

Take life the way you go!!

What we are today is result of our own past actions;

Whatever we wish to be in future depends on our present actions;

Decide how you have to act now.

We are responsible for what we are, whatever we wish ourselves to be,

We have the power to make ourselves.

Over the same sea, on the same winds;

A ship sails in one direction, another in opposite.

It is not the wind that decides which direction the ship goes;

It’s the sails; how they are tied and how they are maneuvered.

Similarly, it is not fate that decides where your life is going;

It is all about how you take life and where you take it to.

ayam kicap pedas

ayam

bahan untuk blend
onion
garlic
cili kering

kicap masin
sos tomato
sos cili

daun limau purut
tomato
kentang - potong ikut suka tapi kecil2 la

cara
goreng ayam half cook - lumur kunyit dulu la kn
ayam da masak ketepikn

blend cili kering+onion+garlic
panaskn minyak, tumis bahan blend td sampai garing
masukkan kicap masin+sos tomato+sos cili & kacau
masukkan daun limau purut - 4 extra aroma,heee
pour in suku cawan air, biar mandidih jap

then masukkan kentang n biar empuk
add in gula sikit- garam if perlu cos td da masuk kicap masin

bila kentang da empuk, masukkan tomato n biar kejap
masukkan aym yg da goreng td
kacau n biar serasi kejap, then bole angkat

hidang panas, mkn ngn nasi. huu...

fight for this love - cheryl cole

Too much of anything can make you sink
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better is it worse?
Always sitting in reverse
Just like we're going backwards (backwards)
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back back back back back to the start, oh

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quittings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now everyday ain't gon' be no picnic
Love ain't no walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back back back back back to the start, oh

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quittings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

I don't know where we're heading I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quittings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

...........

u cant force yourself to feel what you dont feel,

but you can put aside what you feel to fix things....