hm...

dlm life ni kn,da byk kali sbenanye ak rs gv up.tp xpnh la pulak gv up smpi cmni.huhu..can consider critical la kot..i need some1 to talk to tp xsure kt sape.alahai...i hate this situation.i have so many people in my life yet im not sure kt sape ak nk cite all.some sort of xsure who's the correct person la....

smlm kacey panggil (my bos).die kate ak xput much effort on my job.eh?ape kes nk ckp cm2?sbb follow up sheet ak ke?well if that's the reason,then its not fair.die sgt jrg ade kt office,so die xtaw all pon sbananye.ak ask around,search on net,die xtaw.xcukup kot.kacey admit la die mmg kena ckp ngn ida (my team leader) regarding this b4 jmpe ak.yet die ckp ngn ak gk dl.myb sbb smlm ida xde kot.ida pon byk bnde laen nk wt so xleh la k nk kacau die je...kena phm la.keje die lg byk dr ak.

ak de je tnye raihana,sara,kak zara,danyta.karmila pn ak de tnye.for me its part of learning gk la n its part of my effort la 2.

xtaw pe ak nk wt skg.huhu...pg td mak col.bkn col ak,tp col kak yani (my hsmate).terkejut ak.pelik apsal xcol ak?rupenye ak off hp.heheh.mak sounds so worried.mak igt ak sakit.cos mak col office,kak ainun kate ak mc.sure la mak risau.col ak xdpt lak.2 yg mak col kak yani.ak ckp la kt mak,'smlm bos mrh yana,hr ni yana xg office'.kak yani terkejut dga ak ckp cm2.'rilek je ko ckp ngn mak ko cm2 yana?'ak diam je la.da mmg cm2.mak yg pesan,pape hal bgtaw.tp td ak mtk ampun la ngn mak cos wt mak n yah ak risau.dorg kt hosp seremban.medical check-up.(ayh ak kn sakit bahu.sakit yg bole wt ayh paralise).

yg plg tragis pe kcey ckp smlm is ak keje situ sbb xde sape da nk hire ak.eh hello,3x maybank panggil ak interview ak je xg(agk menyesal sbnanye tmbh pulak bile wan kate die dpt rm2500 kt maybank).cik mira (org yg col ak for interview) ckp if pape,ak bole ctc die smule.tp segan la pulok...hehehe

ms ak accept keje 2 pn ak cm 50-50 cos ak taw ak mmg xleh wt sales ni.bkn jiwa ak.cos ak penah join cimb wt unit trust.tp y not i gv myself 2nd chance.mn taw kot yg ni ak bole wt.rupenye..hampeh same je..huhu.ak sbnanye nk cpt2 keje cos ak da plan.ak agk nt msti adk2 ak dpt sambung blaja,so nt msti nk guna duit.ak taw duit ptptn xcukup(even ak xamik pon).mtk kt mak n ayh lg la ak phm.1001 soalan ayh akn tnye,br dpt duit(cm ms ak blaja dl).ak xnk la dorg kena cm2.psl zaki pape hal mmg cari ak.jrg sgt cari mak or ayh.angah mmg xkn cakap unless da kritikal sgt.tp ak phm2 sndr la die 2.

so i guess ak kena bertahan smpi atleast dpt keje laen br quit.the only reason ak stay skg is my adk2.ak xmau dorg susah....2 je...tmbh pulak xlame lg nk raye!wargh!!ak xnk raye tnpa duti yg cukup!!

td mak txt ak lg.~'dear,whatever u decide or whatever happend,both of us will always support n luv u.our bless will always b by ur side..'~mak mmg phm ak...even mak is step mom ak..huhu...